This morning likes usual, I woke up at 8am but I forced myself to sleep for 1 hour more. Then, start to read bible, and then I just start my revision. WAIT, sure you all would wondering just wake up then read bible, so holy har? Haha: ) Actually, I starting worry on my UK study here because I feel “stress” on my study. Can you imagine; I can’t fully understand what the lecturer teaching for every Monday to Wednesday and also consultation for my theses on Thursday? I need translator. For me, this is the “BIG PROBLEM” on my UK study.
After I finished reading bible, then I start my revision. I really feel hard and cannot really understand what the journal talk about. Haiz… How? Just read, what to do? After I finished read my 1st journal, I still have another more need to read and that is not about 1, 2, 3 journals, that is even more than that k. Then, I feel bored on keep reading journal, so I just watch drama to release my stress and I want to find joy and relax.
Around 2pm, my friends asking me whether want to visit Art gallery and after that just to go LCGC (Liverpool Chinese Gospel Church) for watch movie and some more provide dinner. Sure I agree because can watch movie with FREE dinner.
We reached church at 7pm and the movie start at 730pm. The title for this movie is “隐形斗室” , it is Hong Kong movie, talk about people who living in Urban area, they always feel stress, want to commit suicide, and other negative thinking. Life and dead are always be the choice for them to choose. However, while there is the end time for people but for GOD that is always the beginning 人的尽头是神的开始！
From this movie, I really feel “Yes, this is what I want and I found from here”. I believe every one of us; sure have stress moment, and pressure time. Even though you are CEO, Manager, lecturer, pastor, principle, Director, Business man/ woman and so on.
Through this movie, I start to remind me back and learn something new idea on when you face difficulty, stress, tension, PLEASE don’t lock yourself in the room (means your heart’s room). This is because someone always waiting for you in outside of your heart’s door. Who is that? He is GOD. What you need to do is just open the door and let Him coming and talk to Him.
As simple as ABC, “Always Be Cheerful”.
“I LOVE YOU” this is very powerful sentence for everyone. I just knew the powerful of this sentence. Ladies and gentlemen, that is nothing wrong if we talk to someone we care for everyday.
Besides, I believe on this sentence “God has arranged everything for you already since last time”. Therefore, what you are doing now is the purpose of God. It is real!
Before I further my study in UK, I have asked myself about can I handle my study in UK? The answer is half half 50% 50%. Even until today, my answer is still half half. People around me always think that I’m hardworking student, but actually I’m not. I scare on many things such as; unable to submit assignment, cannot get the high mark on assignment even I have submitted and also exam.
However, through the movie I know another matter is “Don’t worry be Happy” because God would not let you bear or carry something under your ability. Means that if you’re only able to carry 50kg thing then God will only give you 50kg thing to carry, it would not more than that. God will help you, if you help yourself first. Please remember Angel is always waiting for you in your behind.
I can further my study in UK, I believe God will always be with me. He will guide me; do revision together with me and assignment as well. He will not let me alone to flight in this war/ in my study way. God is not only love those are Christianity but He love every one of us. He cares on us.
Just want to share with you all, this is the face where represent "when we are crying, remember we stil need to smile". This is because your problem is not the big problem yet.
#每个人心中都有一个“隐形斗室”。就算整个世界都离你而去，就算所有的人都背叛了你放弃了你，至少还有神在望着你。所以，给自己一个机会，亦是给神一个机会来关怀你，照顾你。
Before I watch the movie I have draw a 'brain with many stress, tension, pressure' picture in my paper. However after I watched this movie, I draw "星星 in the sky". WHY? Why I draw it? This is because I realized that many of us has been neglected on it, we always just look at the front way, and forget to look at the sky.
SKY is so beautiful and attractive. It can give you a "light" when you lose or down.
For me, Sky is represent God! God is always waiting for us to ask Him, look at Him when we feel down or face any difficulty.
Ladies and gentleman,
God is not only for those who are facing difficulty to consult by He also for those who love Him, because He care and love us first!
What I will do normally I just pass by the baker shop? I just look at the bread in front of the shop and START imagine "I had ate before and the taste just OK nia..." Nothing special k...haha: )
Kings and Queens old generations ba!
4World Harvest members came to UK, and meet in York.haha: ) 
